YOU ARE THAT

'I AM NO MORE ' . What do you have to comment about this. Totally crazy , no ?- rather a mis-statement. How's it possible ?, especially when you use ' am' and ' I '. May be you can go to the level of ' I am going to be, or about to be no more , or will be , but not was no  more '. so its a totally non acceptable statement, since it denotes you are aware of the fact that you are no more ,which is an impossibility. So we can come to an agreement that we should delete that statement unless we are crazy , drunk or in a samadhi.
  But can circumstances arise when you are bound to issue such a gross misrepresentation of reality. Yes , I would say , not in absolute terms ,but frankly speaking, we weaklings may be forced to say 'almost' I am no more. or rather I am no more or I wish I am no more. That is a possibility which you will all agree to some extent, since you are familiar with human predicament.
   I am in a similar predicament as of now,When your self esteem plummets to abysmal levels, I mean to a point of no return , when anything and everything turns against you ,even Sree valson's dog , when ketu's apahara in sani dasa is at its peak ,any thing is possible , Its then that you realize that no body accepts that you even exist or hate that you are still around or pretend that  even your shadow is despicable. Leave alone relatives or friends , even your enemies who are your greatest motivators to live and survive , fail to notice you or don't even pass comments behind your back, that you are forced to cry around the world - ' Sir , I am no more .' I am just wondering when our beloved GOD will also be forced to issue such an incredible statement, considering our attitude to HIM. May HE rest in peace and still ' exist ' for us weaklings in the sani dasa of old age.