THE DELIVERANCE

Eureka I cried and ran,but not naked. Can the world change in a few kshanas ?. Oh my god if this is maya,I just love it. I became crazy. I like the scent of euphoria. The blood surged all over me targeting my cortex. .A smile made its way stealthily followed by a wicked grin. My face flushed and a creeping paresthesia soon followed. A mild dizziness and ataxia for a few seconds and everything calmed over. I am virtually in the clouds. The world has turned around and begged my presence after a long long time. How can the summer night whisper music around me. Life after all can be livable or lovable.The blaring chendas and panchavadhyam from the temple can now be listened,even I loved it. The incessant barking dogs of sreevalsan made me at home .The whole atmosphere was electrifying. I have come to terms with the world ahead. The secret has been revealed. .I now have a motivation to live and die. The coolness of the palghatian vicious sun has to be experienced. The blinding rage of my wife’s stare brought an universal love in me. I have come to peace with myself. I wont rebel against myself anymore for independence .I like the compromise and resignation of the slave, more than the despondency of the independent. I cry aloud ‘,freeze this moment for me’ ,oh god.. But I know for sure this will also pass, leaving the cravings behind making me a slave forever . But yet I have something to live for,or with out which I cannot live. The first clouds of smoke disappeared through the night of hell. Long live the I T C.